tHe lucKiESt SKooL

SK Chohong.

That’s the name of my school for my 3-month-practicum. Never heard of this school before. But I do hope that it will be a good place to work for RM10 per day. Huuu. Anyway, a little bit info bout my school, it is listed under SKM (sekolah kurang murid) n actually cikgu also kureng…ooops..kurang! murid 94 org jek. N cikgu 13 org. n gess wat? My class 10 org murid. That’s the best aspect of this school. Very different la from my other friends. Dorg mostly dpt 30 until 45 murid per class. Thank God! ;-)

Erm, pe lg ek nk cite psl skool ni…pk jap…ha, skool ni pon kcik gak. Kcik gle. Setiap darjah 1 till darjah 6 de 1 class jek. Meaning, darjah 1 1 klas, darjah 2 1 klas,….smpi darjah 6 1 klas. Luas skool ni pon xbrape luas la…seswai la ngan kurang murid nye tu… N the thing that surprised me is this skool has no staff room. Xde bilik cikgu wei… Agak2 la kn…taw la kureng cikgu, tp xkn xde bilik guru…hukhukhuk

That is the fact la aku n lianot should accept. Korg gess la kat ne ktorg duduk2 if we don’t have class…can u guys gess? Library?Salah….ofis?salah….bilik guru? Lg la salah… kat kantin wei! Can u imagine?cannot? cannnnn! We all duduk kt atas bgku kntin n put our books n stuffs kt meja kantin. N we are very happy with it! ;-0

Every morning, we will sit there until the school’s bell rings then we can get up from that bangku. If I have class pon, I don’t have the chance to sit on teacher’s comfy chair becoz teaching n learning is more effective when teacher moves about in classroom. Kan kan kan? ;-p

Erm, this first whole week , I didn’t teach pon becoz SK Chohong is having examination. I just entered the class to invigilate je la not teaching. When I was in the school, I really cant wait to go home. Even though it is 45-minute-journey, aku n lianot still excited nk blik..kalo bley, nak rebut2 ngn students kuar pintu pgar skool. Tp pride kne jage beb…! Hohoho!

Ha, lg 1 I wanna share with u readers, about FOOD! Why did I capitalized the word food? Becoz food is very essential to me an lianot. We r the FOOD MANIAC! Hahahaha! u know wat? We were very disappointed la with the condition of food at the school canteen. Cam nk xnk jek msk…yela, da cikgu kureng! I repeat, cikgu kurang la…adusss…. Tp xpe, we still gotta eat. Alas perot…even xsedap, we hav to telan jek...seb baek telan tu keje senang jek. Kalo x, msti aku complain gak nnti…manusia mmg camni kn…suke komplen..Huuu.

I just need time tuk besekan diri ngn environment skool tuh..so, hopefully, sooner or later I will feel comfortable and happy with it. ;-)

a box full of Kisses ;-*

The story goes that some time ago, a man punished his 3-year-old daughter for wasting a roll of gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and he became infuriated when the child tried to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift to her father the next morning and said, "This is for you, Daddy."

The man was embarrassed by his earlier overreaction, but his anger flared again when he found out the box was empty. He yelled at her, stating, "Don’t you know, when you give someone a present, there is supposed to be something inside? The little girl looked up at him with tears in her eyes and cried, "Oh, Daddy, it’s not empty at all. I blew kisses into the box. They’re all for you, Daddy."

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little girl, and he begged for her forgiveness.

Only a short time later, an accident took the life of the child. It is also told that her father kept that gold box by his bed for many years and, whenever he was discouraged, he would take out an imaginary kiss and remember the love of the child who had put it there.

In a very real sense, each one of us, as humans beings, have been given a gold container filled with unconditional love and kisses… from our parents, family members, friends, and Allah. There is simply no other possession, anyone could hold, more precious than this.

i wish i could save you

Nothing else I can say except for a million thanks for being such a great man in my life. If I get the chance, that is the only words I want to say it out loud to you. You inspire me a lot bah... Your words are magical spells that change me. From a lazy daughter becomes not so lazy one…from a cry-a-lot child becomes a person who can control her tears not to drop easily… from a very sulking child and still be a sulking grown up girl. Hee! This one only I cannot change. Actually, it’s not because of I cannot change but I don’t want to change.  I love to listen to abah’s tone when he pacifies me. He is a garang dad, but when any of my siblings get sulk, (most of the time would be ME) then, he changes his tone and pleads and it sounds so calm and I can feel that I’m on the top of the world… :-P

Abah… I miss your laugh during our feeling good time, miss your snore when you accompany me sleeping at the hall after watching scary movie, miss your voice of reciting Quran, miss to be your ma’mum during our praying times, miss to massage your back when you cough a lot at the middle of the night, miss to wave at you from a bus window, miss to kiss your cheeks and hands, miss to pick out unwanted uban at your eye brows, miss to listen to your stories about your colleagues and works, miss….every little thing about you… Dear Allah, sampaikan salam rindu ku pada nya…

Every corner of our home reminds me about you… The fact is, you will never return to our home that used to be your favourite place. Allah’s sayings are obviously right. This world is only a transit to go to the eternal place called akhirah. So, during the transit, we just need to be prepared and stay at the right entrance. Do not ever feel to change our mind to go to another destination or do not stray away from this transit or else we might get lost and cannot find our way back… This is His promise. What we need to do is stay focus…



Now, I want to smile a lot bah…thinking that you are safe with the Greatest Creator. May He showers His Mercy on you. I will always pray for you until my turn to meet Him arrived.

stay back??oh nooo!

it's been a long time i didnt update my liliclilac nih...yela, since got no story to write, so i just being silent laa..heee


well, today aku n lianot stay back at skool. de kelab and persatuan lorr..hukhuk. as a guru penasihat for PBSM, aku kene la wat muka rajin even though rase cm nk blk tido jek...ari slase la aku plg sedih sbb xleh blk awl...hukhuk
thank God, this friday is holiday. it motivates me a lot! sape kate bdk2 je suka cuti?ckgu pon suke gak taw...especially teacher like me! heh.

nway, activity for today is cooking nasi lemak...the pupils from year 4 until 6 going to cook nasi lemak..erk?? xtaw la pe rase nye nnti...huuu. n i will post their pictures cooking nasi lemak in the next entry. so, stay tuned! cewah....

syukur...

Bersyukurlah kepada Allah apabila bayang-bayang mengekori setiap langkah kita, kerana itu bermakna matahari masih menyinari hidup ini…

Bersyukurlah kepada Nya apabila kita terpaksa mengemas rumah, kerana itu bermakna kita masih ada rumah untuk berteduh…

Bersyukurlah kepada Nya apabila kita diganggu oleh bunyi bising kenderaan yang lalu lalang, kerana itu bermakna kita tidak pekak….

Bersyukurlah kepada Nya apabila parents kita membebel, kerana itu bermakna masih ada orang yang menyayangi kita….

Dan…

Bersyukurlah kepada Nya apabila mimpi indah kita terbantut disebabkan bunyi alarm clock, kerana itu bermakna kita masih bernyawa dan masih sempat untuk bersyukur kepada Nya di atas semua nikmat yang dikurniakan oleh Nya…

Bila Al-quran berbicara...

Waktu engkau masih kanak-kanak………….
kau laksana kawan sejatiku
Dengan wudu’, Aku kau sentuh dalam keadaan suci,
Aku kau pegang Aku,kau junjung dan kau pelajari
Aku engkau baca dengan suara lirih atau pun keras setiap hari
Setelah selesai engkau menciumku mesra

Sekarang engkau telah dewasa…………..
Nampaknya kau sudah tak berminat lagi padaku…
Apakah Aku bahan bacaan usang yang tinggal sejarah…?
Menurutmu, mungkin aku bahan bacaan yang tidak menambah pengetahuanmu Atau, menurutmu aku hanya untuk anak kecil yang belajar mengaji…….
Sekarang, Aku tersimpan rapi sekali;
sehingga engkau lupa di mana Aku tersimpan
Aku sudah engkau anggap hanya sebagai pengisi setormu.

Kadang kala Aku dijadikan mas kawin agar engkau dianggap bertaqwa
Atau Aku kau buat penangkal untuk menakuti iblis dan syaitan
Kini Aku lebih banyak tersingkir, dibiarkan dalam kesendirian ,
kesepian.
Di dalam almari, di dalam laci, aku engkau pendamkan. Dulu…pagi-pagi…surah-surah yang ada padaku engkau baca beberapa halaman.
Di waktu petang, Aku kau baca beramai-ramai bersama temanmu
di surau…..

Sekarang…seawal pagi sambil minum kopi…engkau baca surat khabar
dahulu Waktu lapang engkau membaca buku karangan manusia
Sedangkan Aku yang berisi ayat-ayat yang datang dari Allah
Azzawajalla,
Engkau engkau abaikan dan engkau lupakan…

Waktu berangkat kerja pun kadang engkau lupa baca pembuka surah2ku(Bismillah). Di dalam perjalanan engkau lebih asyik menikmati muzik duniawi
Tidak ada kaset yang berisi ayat Allah yang terdapat di dalam keretamu
Sepanjang perjalanan,radiomu selalu tertuju ke stesyen radio
kesukaanmu Mengasyikkan…

Di meja kerjamu tidak ada Aku untuk kau baca sebelum kau mulai kerja
Di laptopmu pun kau putar muzik favorite mu
Jarang sekali engkau putar ayat-ayatku………
E-mail temanmu yang ada ayat-ayatku pun kau abaikan
Engkau terlalu sibuk dengan urusan dunia mu
Benarlah dugaanku bahawa engkau kini sudah benar-benar hampir
melupaiku

Bila malam tiba engkau tahan bersekang mata berjam-jam di depan TV.
Menonton siaran televisyen
Di depan laptop berjam-jam engkau betah duduk
Hanya sekedar membaca berita murahan dan gambar sampah
Waktupun cepat berlalu………
Aku semakin kusam dalam laci-laci mu
Mengumpul debu atau mungkin dimakan hama

Seingatku, hanya awal Ramadhan engkau membacaku kembali
Itupun hanya beberapa lembar dariku.
Dengan suara dan lafadz yang tidak semerdu dulu
Engkaupun kini terangkak-rangkak ketika membacaku
Atau waktu kematian saudara atau taulan mu

Bila engkau di kubur sendirian menunggu sampai kiamat tiba
Engkau akan diperiksa oleh para malaikat suruhanNya
Apakah TV, radio ,hiburan atau laptop dapat menolong kamu?
Yang pasti ayat-ayat Allah s.w.t yang ada padaku menolong mu
Itu janji Tuhanmu, Allah s.w.t

Sekarang engkau begitu enteng membuang waktumu…
Setiap saat berlalu…
Dan akhirnya…..
kubur yang setia menunggu mu………..
Engkau pasti kembali, kembali kepada Tuhanmu selalu
dan engkau hayati…
Di kuburmu nanti….
Aku akan datang sebagai pemuda gagah nan tampan.
Yang akan membantu engkau membela diri
Dalam perjalanan ke alam akhirat.
Dan Akulah "Al-Qur’an",kitab sucimu
Yang senantiasa setia menemani dan melindungimu.
Peganglah Aku kembali.. .. bacalah aku kembali aku setiap hari.
Karena ayat-ayat yang ada padaku adalah ayat-ayat suci.
Yang berasal dari Allah Azzawajalla
Tuhan Yang Maha Pengasih dan Maha Pemurah
Yang disampaikan oleh Jibril melalui Rasulmu
Keluarkanlah segera Aku dari almari, lacimu…….
Letakkan aku selalu di depan meja kerjamu.
Agar engkau senantiasa mengingat Tuhanmu.
Sentuhilah Aku kembali…

Baca dan pelajari lagi Aku….
Setiap datangnya pagi, petang dan malam hari walau secebis ayat
Seperti dulu…. Waktu engkau masih kecil
Di surau kecil kampungmu yang damai
Jangan aku engkau biarkan aku sendiri…. Dalam bisu dan sepi….

-May21st 2007-